JT LeRoy

T/dropcap]here are at least two ways you can express yourself. You can express yourself through your words and you can express yourself through your body. JT LeRoy expressed himself through the words of Laura Albert and the body of her sister-in-law Savannah Knoop. His readers were blithely unaware that they were being doubly cheated. Firstly, they were cheated because JT was a girl pretending to impersonate a boy, donning a wig and huge sunglasses in order to conceal her real gender. Secondly, because Savannah did not write the three books for which JT LeRoy became famous. Laura concocted the entire predicament of the “teenage boy” and his experiences of poverty, drug use, and emotional and sexual abuse. Does it sound complicated? Well, it is complicated. Oscar Wilde explains it in the film opening: “the truth is rarely pure and never simple”.

Laura and and Savannah (played here by Laura Dern and Kristen Stewart, respectively) tricked everyone. Famous fans of the “teenage boy” included Gus Van Sant, Madonna, Winona Ryder, Carrie Fisher, Bono Vox and Courtney Love. Madonna sent LeRoy a Kaballah book. Courtney Love (playing herself) met LeRoy and was genuinely impressed by the shy and introspective “boy”. Until his real identity is revealed at the end of the film. “What the fuck???”, cries out a shocked Love.

The film starts in 2001 when Savannah was first asked to cross-dress and stand in for the mysterious male writer. Eventually, she fully embodied the character, which she continued to do for six years. To the point that Laura told her: “JT now belongs to both of us, not just me!”. Savannah – who had a boyfriend who knew of the entire ordeal – starts a relationship with an actress called Eva Avalon (who’s in reality a fictitious “stand-in” for Asia Argento, played here by Diane Kruger). Savannah and Eva have sex, but it’s not entirely clear whether Eva immediately realised that “JT” was a female. Savannah eventually tells her boyfriend: “I fucked Eva”. Maybe she penetrated Eva with a fake penis – very much à la Boys Don’t Cry (Kimberley Peirce, 2000). But of course “fucking” isn’t confined to penetration. Maybe she “fucked” Eva in a different way. It’s up to you to imagine the details. And to decide whether such sexual interaction did indeed take place in real life with Asia Argento.

JT LeRoy is based on Savannah Knoop’s memoirs Girl Boy Girl: How I Became JT LeRoy. The very existence of this film and of this book add two more layers of complexity to the JT LeRoy saga. How much did Savannah make up in her literary piece? And how much is a figment of Justin Kelly’s (the film director) imagination? We might never find out. This is why JT LeRoy is a very intelligent and witty film. It refuses to conform to the established orthodoxy of truth.

The choice to cast Kristen Stewart in the main role was not gratuitous. The American model-turned-actress – just like Savannah – is bisexual. Plus, Stewart is extremely familiar with the perks and the pitfalls of celebrity life, including the awkward moments at press conferences (Savannah/JT often has to fend off very intrusive questions about her biological gender).

Ultimately, JT LeRoy is a finely acted and crafted study of the relationship between artistry and identity. It raises moral and ethical questions: to what extent is one allowed to remould their sense of self? I have the answer for you: there is no limit. Laura and Savannah did nothing wrong. They are not a literary forgers, unlike Lee Israel (who adulterated material created by other people). Instead, they conceived a clever ruse. Character appropriation is in the very essence of literature and film. Cinema is all about wearing someone else’s shoes. This is the testament that human sensibility is indeed universal.

JT LeRoy was the closing gala film at BFI Flare, when this piece was originally written. It’s out in cinemas across the UK on Friday, August 16th. On VoD the following Monday.

I am Michael

Executive produced by Gus Van Sant, this is a brave movie for anyone in the US to write, direct or star in given the seemingly irreconcilable positions of openly and happily gay people on the one hand and the bigoted anti-gay sentiments of right-wing fundamentalism on the other. Its starting point is Benoit Denizet-Lewis’ fascinating New York Times magazine article entitled My ex-Gay Friend.

In the article the writer goes to visit his former colleague at San Francisco’s young gay men’s XY magazine Michael Glatze who is now studying at Bible school in Wyoming to become a pastor. The XY period is covered towards the start of the movie while the Bible school episode appears in its last third. In between Michael and partner Bennett (Zachary Quinto) try and build a life together which later becomes a ménage à trois with the addition of Tyler (Charlie Carver).

Michael fondly remembers his late, practising Christian mother who never forced her own faith upon her kids. He often visits her ashes buried at the roots of a tree in a park. When one night he’s rushed to hospital with debilitating heart palpitations; he fears his life may end at any time. He begins praying and reading the Bible in earnest, flirting with Mormonism and Buddhism before Bible school, where he falls for the conservative-raised Rebekah (Emma Roberts) but alienates the staff over his interpretation of Christianity.

The couple leave to set up their own church with him as pastor. In a final, extraordinary note he waits for his new parishioners to arrive on Sunday morning: is he about to experience another heart palpitation episode?

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Michael and Bennett make a loving couple whose relationship soon became dissolved

Franco is terrific as the gay man (or is he?) trying to come to terms with queer theory, his own identity and questions about his place in the universe traversing the labyrinth of different societal sub-groups. Quinto lends strong support as the partner who gets hurt and lashes out when Michael feels he can no longer live as a gay man, only to renew their friendship in later years.

Further unsettling contrary narratives underpin all this besides the two obvious ones. Cory (Devon Graye) is an openly gay Christian who reconciles faith and sexuality. The “straight” Michael’s rejection of the dominant ideas encountered at Bible school hint at different Christian viewpoints from that institution’s dominant, fundamentalist model.

Many people have struggled and continue to struggle with their own sense of religious and/or sexual identity, and so does this film. Its knife-edge ending neatly avoids the trap of being prescriptive and telling people that they should live their lives in any one particular, given way. It certainly understands a great deal about both sexual identity and religion and provides much food-for-thought afterwards. Its refusal to easily package itself for one target audience or another may explain why it didn’t make it to UK cinemas, but happily it can now be found on DVD.

I Am Michael is out in the UK on DVD in first week of April. It’s also available for online streaming on BFI player – just click here for more information. And you can view the movie trailer right here: